Everything ¬†about this image sums up what I love most, those crisp cold mornings when you can see the dew delicately drip from a carefully spun spiders web amongst the bushes. Nature, that’s what I love…nature! It’s raw beauty that seduces every photographer into spending hours trying to get that most beautiful image.

However this isn’t a nature blog, this is a trip through my life and how I’ve come to this point where I now recognise that I’m drowning in this dark horrid sea of depression and I don’t know how much longer I can hang on. If this is something that intrigues you please read on, comment, share your thoughts etc…let me know I’m not alone!

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How do I tell you all who I am when I’m not even sure myself? I guess the easy parts are that I’m 41years old, a wife (though that is debated on many occasions), a mother (equally debated) and I spend a majority of my time taking medication for chronic back pain and depression. We are now on week three since my second and hopefully final operation on my back so I’m in the recovery stages which hopefully will lead to me getting my life back.

I appreciate those who follow my blog, though I can’t promise that I will always make sense, sometimes I just ramble because there’s so much swimming around in my mind.

Love you all in advance from Susie

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This is a contact page with some basic contact information and a contact form.